♥i have my own life and i'm loving it ♥: i really suck

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

i really suck

No words to say no thoughts to think

Just tears to cry and the feeling of letting my heart sink

Thanks for turning my heart of gold

Into an empty hole, blank, and cold

I really hate you, I don't know what to say

I just don't know if I can go through like this every day

Faking a smile and a feeling of cheer

When really I don't know why I'm even here

You keep bringing me up to crush me down

While turning my smile into a frown

I think I fell in love with you just by your luck

Because truthfully, you really suck

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He's The First

When I saw him in the face, he stole my heart in the first time.

but I still silent without tell anyone if I love him.

I just wait for him for two week .

Until he felt same feeling with me.

And tell me if he loves me.

I accepted that.

BUT

i hide you deep in my heart to love you more

my love can tell you, how i filled with dreams of you

when i dance with you, your love lifts me higher to the sky

your hugs and kisses made me feel our love is so true

when i met you first, i did not guess what i am

when i am in your arms, i did know what you are

love can be loved in so many ways as its lighting the heart

but your love is melting my heart to mix your love in my soul

day or night, it doesn't matter for me now

all i need to show my love and be there for eternity

i am your wealth in your soul and your love is my beauty in my heart

your kisses are enough to take away my tears

you are my life, heart and soul that's forgets never forever

until then, let my heart hold you forever till my end.

bettertogether ♥

There is no combination of words I could put on the postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try because this is your heart and this is
Our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's so much better when we're together

Mmm, so much better when we're together
Yeh, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well it's so much better when we're together
Yeh, it's so much better when we're together

All of these moments just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
They'll be gone too, to many things I have to do
But follow these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression, I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeh, so much better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's so much better when we're together
Yeh, so much better when we're together

I believe in memories because they look so,
So pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together
We so much better when we're together
We so much better when we're together

Butterfly Fly Away

You tucked me in, turned out the light Kept me safe and sound at night Little girls depend on things like that Brushed my teeth and combed my hair Had to drive me everywhere You were always there when I looked back You had to do it all alone Make a living, make a home Must have been as hard as it could be And when I couldn't sleep at night Scared things wouldn't turn out right You would hold my hand and sing to me Caterpillar in the tree How you wonder who you'll be Can't go far but you can always dream Wish you may and wish you might Don't you worry, hold on tight I promise you there will come a day Butterfly fly away Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away Flap your wings now you can't stay Take those dreams and make them all come true Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away We've been waiting for this day All along and knowing just what to do Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away Butterfly fly away Butterfly fly away
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